Too Free

While most of my friends are in public uni now undergoing orientation week, I feel like my time is wasted a lot on facebook. It seems almost every second of my life now evolve around this social networking site. You can say I am pretty addicted towards Typing Maniac, a typing game where it involves strategy and speed. I love setting a new target for myself. Alas, I find it pretty pointless to do it now.

This question have always been in my head.

"So what if you get number one? So what if you beat everybody? Will it benefits you or impact anything in your life later?"

Hmm.. Actually that game do not matter to me at all but yet, somehow I am addicted towards it.. It's a weird feeling to be addicted to something which you know that its pointless in life later on.

Now, why can't I do something more beneficial like studying maths, physics or chemistry? It would be a great boost if I start studying that now (revising my form six stuffs), but alas, the brain is just too lazy.. I don't really have mood opening the book and go through it like my Form Six days..

Or is it the same with everybody who got a super long holiday (6 months and above) like me? -.-

Honestly, I don't even have a clue on how to start studying physics, a 'new' subject to me as I didn't take it during STPM. Yeah, I got the books but I am really too lazy now. *smack head*

If this continues like this later on in uni, I could say I might flunk my studies for the first time. Hopefully change will come soon..

Shoutout: I want a change in my life!