Part 1 of exam

I just feel bad about all the papers that I have just took recently for finals. (electronics, mechanics of material, biomaterials)

As for mechanics of materials, one of the subjects which I really work hard for this sem (countless tutorials done + extra questions that I did personally without the tutor asking me to do), I suspect a grade B or even B- would emerge after adding everything (quizzes, mid term and homework), due to my inability to do the final paper well. Just glad that the weightage for finals is not high (45%). If not, I am totally screwed.

For biomaterials, I have always suspected that they would come out techniques, which is something that I have attempted to memorize and memorize all over again, but actually failed to do so since that part is TOTALLY boring. In the end, they really come out those type of questions, and I could just only bang whatever that I think is correct. A probable B or B+, depending on luck. :(

Electronics... Perhaps my biggest weak point is circuit analysis part, where I always fail to get the answer correct even in my own personal practice (tutorial + certain questions). Well, the final paper didn't deviate much from the past year, but as usual, my first question sucks since my fundamental concepts really isn't there. Probably B or B+ since the other questions was 'okay'.

For culture transition, my elective, probably can get S even though I crap a lot. Hope so. I am lucky that I actually S/U that subject.

Still have 2 more papers to go, which is biomolecular + fluids. For biomolecular, I have to really sit down and memorize the second part since I screwed up the mid term. Probably another A gone. As for fluids, no comments. Depends on luck, on whether I can actually do any of the questions during finals. Being able to do tutorial questions doesn't mean you can do the final well (proven in MoM). But will still put in my very best (even though it may not be up to other people's standard)

Perhaps this sem would be a repeat of last sem, whereby I fail to get even a single A for my core subjects. (well, it's already normal to me. What can be worse than last sem huh?)

Honestly, I am really disappointed with my inability to compete with others. Hope that by the time I graduate, I could still get a job with a second lower degree (or third class), which doesn't look good at the moment. Seriously, why must I face so much failure in uni?!!!

I see the future is bad for me at the moment. Just didn't see any sense of hope with a third class or second lower degree.